2 worlds (at the moment)

2 worlds, and I feel out of place in both of them. I am not fully there in any of the spheres that I am in. I can not stop the feeling of missing out on something. I am not fully equipped for any of my projects at the moment. One being my studies preparing for my future and the other being my job lingering in the past.

I have missed out on knowledge being the cinfused girl that I am which has prevented me from doing things all the way trough. 

Despite the good feeling I get from the fact that my confusion has led me to experience countless of amazing things and people, coming back to “real life” I wish I had a straighter more ordinary line to my goal and not end up as lost as I am.

The closer I get to the crossroad the worse it gets.